waking up late is goooooddd... hahahaha. anyways, its joyanne and xiang yis bdae today! hahaha HAPPY BIRTHDAY, birthday couple! lol we went to joyannes hse last night to celebrate. it was super fun lar! really really. i didnt realise that it was somehow like a 2 int gathering! the farm was there! waaaa. i start off lyk after skool. suppose to wait for lalang n joe to buy cake but val tried entertaining me to acc her to eat. as a good girlfriend to my "boyfriend", i did lar. haha we went to eat TOM YAM YAM. met eln huan ying n ying ying so we ate together. haha then they were lyk freaking funny lar! they made gossips sound lyk some stupid corny n horny conversations as usual. me n val were lyk scandaalised by THAT matter lar. i mean i still cant accept it. hahada den we had a ripple of shock when we saw this girl who i think has some mental illness lar. wa damm freaky lar. her legs were lyk super wide open lar! den the leg was lyk shaking so vigourously lyk vibrating lyk tt. haha den she keep luffing to herself lar den spit out wad she chewed on. lyk the merlion but hers is DUCK RICE. haha den suddenly she STARED at us lar. very quickly we ran pass her. wa den after tt we keep saying SCARY LAR! haha den after that i went straight to joyannes hse cos i was late already didnt meet them at kovan.haha den i lost my way. shit lar i dun have a sense of direction man. hhaah i took the wrong bus cos i thot 74 goes tt way too so i just tried my luck. but luck didnt come my way so i had to walk back. lol den it was damm dark lar. drizzling lyk its gonna pour soon. i walk thru the canal telicia told me to. but it lead me somewhere else. den how chye n telicia came to save me. hahaha. parry terrace, parry walk...parry view ...OMG LAR! haha it was cheoug hoe drive. haah den i realised i actually walk lyk one big round lar. den i went to wish joy den ltr xy. den lalang they all ltr luffed at me lar. den they call me retarded. lol den how chye is super retarded. lucky im not the retardest! haha den we krapped lyk hell lar. was super happy. i played with nicow the slapping hand thng. den instead of scissor paper stone we say xing jia por and ni qu si! everythng lar. hahaa she slapped till my hand damm pain lar. lyk yee lar. den i krapped with yee. haha. den i played with him alot lar! we played the big boucy ball and paper volleyball. den we were watching stairway to heaven den i tried practicing my oral den i read the chi subtitles. haha i think i made a fool out of myself lar. everyone keep luffing den say no need practice lar cfm fail lar. haha den we took the farm pic. den after that got the store rm thng lar. haahahaha test ur level of horrorness... haha den cut cake everythng. but time lyk dammm fast lor. den my mom n dad super angry with me. den they didnt wana fetch me.cos i didnt call back. den its lyk super late. wanted to go for the cemetry walk with yee they all but i tink if i did i will get killed by my parents when i get home. SUPER LATE LAR. so lalangs dad fetch us home with hc huimin n joe. lucky joys hse near mine lar. ahaha got home slightly b4 12. den when i went home wa lao eh!!! my mom keep following lar. nag n nag n nag... my dad was lyk super angry cos i didnt ans their call. wa den i had a bad stomachache. wa shit till my arse super pain. SUUPER PAIN LAR! tried so hard, pain lyk hell. hrm.. wad a super nice day. i love it man. who r those msges for? tell me...
hey i think i want a clone. where can i get it? hrm ive started my plans on how shld i spend my time with her. and her name would be wachel. wahahaha ..haha. benson is my clone partner. he wants 4 clones to form a bb team. haha as if his 4 lil clones which is urmm lyk 4 benson bballer will make a diff in hist. haha. woww the human body is way amazing. i wonder how complex can a simple looking human get. its really hard to imagine. hrm even the word clone has been discovered, how cool is that. haha imagine having seen ur clone wake up earlier than u for u, preparing exams for u, getting the nags n yells frm teachers for u.hahaha. woww thats SUPER COOL. .haha but my purpose for the request of my clone is not much of tt. i want my clone to be there when i need sb, and sb who shares the same thinking n feeling as me,that way, she understands me more than anybody else. haha well, i think i shldnt be left wondering abt stupid stuffs that wouldnt happen soon, i should do sth abt my studies for now.i guess the thought of gg NORMAL will get me buried under the books. thats freaky. id changed my tagga to a coffee color. haha hopefully i can somehow activate it again so that tags are visible. thnks charlotte tb for the tip.
alright i hate this feeling. the feeling of being the happiest girl in the world and being estrangled suddenly. finally, im blogging again after my usual idles! i guess i have to put my blog to good use. start cherishing life right now. i noe lar life sucks but no use saying it everytime, it wouldnt change. i'd finally come to terms with the fact that life must have its ups and downs. but they all come and go. nth stays. not even friends or ur fav stuffs. not even family. they would somehow leave us one day. im afraid lar. wad if i cannot handle life? does the knife even come to my mind? noooooooooo. its stupid right? but when u feel the world crushing u, who cares about being stupid? okayyy i think i 'd better shutup. u noe im lyk kinda sad now. seeing my farm cant even find a time to sit down and talk really hurts me.OUCHHHH lar; cried my heart. i miss them badly lar. i used to remember they were lyk some very impt peopo in my life. some peopo i cnt live w/o. they are not my ordinary friends or any other krapmate like the sing girls and a boy or krapholes haha. oh yar mich tan was really ccute today! she n i made ms chew chew a song. haha we are lyk so impromptu everytym. we can talk and sing a song halfway. lyk we can shit n wipe our ass halfway. lol. den lynn with our chi version of wadssup! like the bengs saying to peopo. haha my san ba and clarchick both damm fun! boob implants,etcc so many memories lar!! :D okay my farm, they were so krappingly special to me. and i reckon its the essence of our very strong friendship that made me feel this way. and we had to thnk RXF that made us the CCFF FARM. well, i guess the most evil thng in this world is life. it cheats u all the time. it makes u happy, den it makes u cry. i love my farm. and i hope when its the yr 202O, we see each other in the toilet screaming at our kids, we can still yell and greet each other nicow lim, leong lalang, jo ho and rachick ng! hahahaha,