i have no qualms abt it. UNREASONABILITY tells it all. i hate the hell out of you.
and its not you im talking about. have i seen ur damm face today? if we did, it APPLYS to YOU. u freaking arsey. u shld jolly well know who im referring. who made today my BAD day. not so but still is.

wad exactly is a b-e-a-u-tiful day? i might have experienced it unknowingly. its seems lyk everyday is as bad n sometyms gud. everyone claims they had a bad day. but how bad was bad? aiyas i just dun understand this world im living in. had band this morning. n its just ytd tt i went home LATE frm BAND. i finally got the ball. band is time-consuming.i get unneccessary questioning frm my mom every tym i reach home after 8. cant she just understand band do take up a lot of tym? n cant i join mich n the rest after weekdays band? it isnt late. its how u see it. its up to u to trust me.i do attend band.n i nid tym with my fwens too.it makes me feel so damm bloodie frustrated everytym i get home feeling so dead beat n u start questioning me thngs tt are not true. put urself into my shoe alright? have you thought of how i feel? i believe ure tired after a days work.n it applys to me too. n i do study. its just tt i dont do it in front of you. n im not shouting. its cos ure damm irritating. n when its ur bad day me n jie have to put up with it. wth. is this how u define respect? fine. we shut n just follow ur footstep. we respect you the way u respect us. its just a favour in return.we dont have enuff understanding.aiyas its okay. no matter wad. we still love u. but it really gets on our nerves when u start spouting untrue stuffs.its just kraps. n i cant possibly take ur kraps after a exhausted day.sorry for whatever u tink is MY STUPID ATTITUDE. our attitude differs a thousand million miles.

im no more the weakling rachel! i just watched my first horror movie! hahahas.super lame though. its called hide n seek.i still keep da tic for evidence okay.of cos i screamed. but i felt so uncomfortable can. i kept covering my face. but nicow n yl insisted tt i shld not waste my $. but why pay to scare myself?! its so dumb. i noe frm da start i cant take horrors. n the bad thng was tt i made a fool of myself at the ending part when da woman closed da door n they shifted the sight to the window on the door. den suddenly a guy walk pass for no reason n i thot sth scary would pop up n i screamed. N NO ONE DID. so only a person was screaming.n tt was none other than me. lucky da theatre was dark.hahas.we were luffing so badly after tt.hahas.ytd had flag selling.was boring but yet a meaningful one. as i walk along da strts holding a tin can with da stickers, i seem to see everyones true color.some avoided, some politely n impolitely said no thks, some cant be bothered to look at me, some even came up to me even when i didnt approach them. i saw many different pple. and whenever i received a donation, i started bowing to the person. its feel lyk ure really doing a part to save lives.the one thng i was memerized by the work was da $10 i received frm this friendly man. he was with his wife.i just stared at da folded 10 buck tt dropped into da tin blankly.i started bowing n thking him so much.tt was da most meaningful 10 bucks i received frm anyone for someone else. though i was was lyk gg argh,if only tt 10 bucks could land on my hand. lols. jk lars. den while i was walking along da strt outside PS, bside da fountain, looking at da waved water, i became bored n i looked up. den i saw tis man taking out all his coins n dropping them one by one into my tin. as a coin drop into da tin, i felt so grateful as i wanted to give up n end da flag day cos it was towards the end already.hahas. cos i was waiting for nicow n the rest to come. den we went back to outram to return da tins. after tt i went to novena to meet my relatives n famliy. den they started asking me abt da flag day n everythng. hahas. they suddenly treated me so gud. cos i just did voluntary work. cool to them.hahas.kept asking me to eat. cos theres was da catering.ahhas.den played soccer with nick kenneth n james. jon arrived ltr. my sis didnt play cos she was wearing sandals.so she went up.hahas. i started krapping n shouting n jumping when playing. its was boring lars.hahas.den nick broke a lamp. hahas. den we all helped fixing it dishonestly.we were more afraid of da ball dropping into da swimmimng pool.hahas. after tt went up to watch the eng show. we had to went thru da code gate. hahas. the cool device. da show was air bud i tink. i only recognise the guy frm airbud. hes so cute lors. lols. we only watch the ending. den we started chatting lors. hahas. im still haunted by the movie. n i told somebody n somebody was scared when somebody saw the trailer on da tv.LOLS. tts all. too long. hahas.

da farm went out together as 5 todaye! so great! hey it only happens once in a blue moon that u see us gg somewhere after skool. hahas. its mels birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAYE SWEETIE! :):) ahhas. she so sway todaye. had to go in front of da whole skool to ans da lame vip question. and got herself a hongbao. hahs. gd deal man. hahas. evan didnt come to skool todaye . n her gd fwen was bored. ahahas. had lou hey dinner. n had bad DIARRHOEA just now. hahas. sian! geo test tmr. i simply cant absorb any facts. its just not my sub. so many stuffs to read. the time table says geographt is at 10. which means before recess. damm. lesser time to study. okays. slping soon. byeees.

ytd. hahas. my family went to visit my moms boss hse. which is da ex president ongs hse. wells we visit them every yr lars. but i was looking forward to tt very baby tt had this very unique face. which is president ongs grandson. another one is da elder sons baby. he is so damm adorable! they have two sons. the other one was a toddler , very gorgeous! he had lady killers eyes. hahahas. but didnt manage to get a pic of him. probably nxt yr. hahas. we went dere abt 5-6 plus. my mom chatted with her fwahs while me n my sis were looking ard. i was sending nicoles pic to mich. we sat down, chatted while waiting for da dinner. hahas. but deres sth expected. da lion dance. HAHAS. for this once, there was lion dance man! HAHAS, it was goodness loud! den they started dancing ard. yars. apparently, their hse is huge. n i mean HUGE. hahas. went there every yr so not much difference in size lars. cos i already noe its huge. den they used da orange to make da lucky no 8588. JOT DWN. hahas. guess they wanted to make 8888 but not enuff oranges u see. hahas. den went back to da hall for dinner. its was sumptuous! had lotsa stuffs. da salmon was properly grilled! was so yummy! had sushi. oysters. clams. theres was also laksa! hahas. cool! not forgetting LOTSA ANG BAOS TOO. HAHAS. took pics with da adorable ones. da unique baby as i was saying has grown up into a young boy.naughty. was running everywhere. hahas. his mom calls him biscuit face. i took a photo of his biscuit face. hahas. ask me n ill send da pic. hahas. his name is RAY. hahas. R too! the mom was friendly but had this stuck up look. maybe its her voice. they slang alot. eng n chi. but they are so well off. wad can i say. da ladies dere were ravishing. all had beautiful nice features. very sharp. hahas. but not the elder sons wife. had the china look. hahas. okays. it was a fun day though. ray n his cousins. simply gorgeous faces. his younger cousin seem very slpy though. hahas. after watching da lion dance. hahas. okays. ill end off.

one of da worst cnys ever. HAHAHA

its funny somehow when u wan sth but u only get it when u dun crave for it anymore. my throats inflammed. arhhh. why iszit tt when cnys coming tt i get ill? it happened da last two cnys.WHY DOESNT IT HAPPEN OCCASIONALLY? bloodie freak. but hahas. ill still be attacked by da NEW YEAR GOODIES! ill reckon i'd finish da whole jar of pineapple tarts w/o leaving a trace. hehhheh. strepsils are my gold. but um kinda running out of it already ehs. wadsmore i had CURRY chicken noodles for recess n i gave my last strep to clare. my throat was burning. but i still manage to finish it. hahas. the wonders of gd food. anyway. i flunked my physics. n i seemed very conceited abt it. hahas. in fact, um not. i feel lyk breaking down can. whenever i failed a test, i tell myself consistently tt i would do beta da nxt tym.but i reckon tt was for da tym being.i wonder when will i truly wake up. tt way i would be proud den ever. hrms. damm im in love. no, lust to be exact.hahas. wonder if he could sense it. hahahas. well it doesnt matter afterall. cos yours truly aint desperate lyk some ladies are. hahahas. jk, yars. urockmyarse , get it. ARSE . hahahas

HELLOS HELLOS!!!!!!! HAY HAY! um finally back on da net! i bet u missed me. or nt why r u here? hahas. my com has just recovered frm a sickness. its called BLOODIE spyware.beware! its hell sucks . ohh goodness. i miss internet man! i miss msn! ive to d/l all over again. i miss bloggin! i just miss all my net stuffs. see. first thng i got my com back is to d/l nicows photo. see? nicow lim! i treat u so well. dun thank me. i wan a repay! hahas. but urms. um having problems d/l ing now. hahahas! aiyas. my msn too. hrms. actually lotsa thngs happening this days.da farm is never s close s last yr. how i wish i can turn back to da old farm. i reckon my band fwens r beta. all of them r studying so hard. except me. i guess they cant be bothered tt da farm bk hasnt had any ink on it lors. i feel s if um da only dumb one dere. all is either unity or hum. only i frm DIL. damm. i hate da name diligence. normally its da opp. so i guess um not turning out to be DILIGENT afterall. um lyk stuggling on my physics n chem. physics is so damm it. i totallie hate it. i dun have da interest how do i absorb can. n nicow n lalang was lyk teaching me chem da other day. ive gotta buck up! i cant slack no more! i cant lose out to my fwahs! i wana be lyk them! PERSISTING is all i need. y r all my close fwahs over achievers? it makes me so left out. in da first place, i shouldnt had those fwahs.haix. they all tink um carefree. comparing to them, i guess i m. aiyas. farm is completely drifting. its lyk we tok lyk strangers. we dun tok abt our stuffs. its all studies. haix. but i had fun chatting with mich(tan)during ms koks lessons. lol. hahas. she doesnt lyk her surname TAN! hahas. right mich TAN? hhaha.we tok abt band most of da tym. hahas. oh yar! we celebrated hao yees bdae! so grand! all da girls with him! hahas. very fun. we played crm! hahas. so damm fun! okays ! byeeees