alamak i feel like deleting my previous entry like its turning me off.. omgoose im a fatso loser!!! was that me???? that was me?? huh m i really one of those girls who will jump off cliffs for paul twohill? no la not that serious, maybe queuing for 180 mins to get hugs n pauls scribble n doddle? tell me i m not pls..ah la i cant help myself even..u did rachel, u did u bang right crazy!!! ;A haha think crazy*for*paul*twohill days are gone..but then again think the picture i took with paul would still stay as my hp wallpaper.. ( well im betting with someone that ill keep it as my wallpaper till nxt yr cause some people just firmly believe idol fever will never last( ya its three quarts true actually..lets look at taufik batisah.. only time we see him on tv is with his big gulp.)) but u see pauls diff.i like guys with his kinda dressing style n i like it crazy...i like crazy pee-o, talk whatever
is up in their brain holes even if its offensive or it just simply makes no sense..haha n i feel that paul twohills that. haha i still remember he just blurted out" stupid newspaper!" right into the face of the camera n woooohh thats so random n easy... speak your mind man!!




my prelims just ended.. n i did alot of calculations this week. its quite sad to say i didnt make it for first three months.. i was bloodishly there..if only i studied the right chpt for hist did some e maths solution n read the sci practical books, i could have just made it. but its okay, im not gonna say much..ill just have to pray the words O level examination 2006 on the exam paper ill be taking soon dun freak me out too much like wad the hist prelim paper did to me. i seriously hate the feeling.. the feeling of having my pen's tip on the paper encircled by a ring of ink of itself.(huh?, lol) i dunnoe, im trying to add effect..u get wad i mean? its like u dunnoe wad to write lah. u allow ur pen to happily make many stops of ink. aiyah its so horrible. u know so much but its all irrevelant. u wana just vomit out all u know but sth stops u, n that is the question. its like u read it n u think wad u write makes no sense? aahh thats a stupid exam feeling. i dunnoe wad im talking. anw in simple words, my mind was a blank. so bed blank. u feel helpless n sad. just an advice from my lesson learnt: dun spot questions, STUDY EVERYTHING. trust me, u dun wana get that stupid exam feeling..



i really wana be the first lady.. suddenly i think its not a joke. i want n dead serious want to be called first lady. i guess i shouldnt tell others abt it, because that way it wouldnt come true. i wana feel the honour n highness of being called first lady. but still, it feels like a joke. sounds like a joke. n ooh i think ill look like a joke. nooo dun want!!!!! i wana be the first lady!!! i want i want i want I WANT!!!!!!!prattle prattle prattling lah rachel ahahahahha

i think i look cute when i dream....hahaha...shes gonna be your countrys first lady.(haha, sorry if u think ure cuter, haha ure cuter then.)






music is so amazing. ill sing one day ..ya sing one day... or maybe all day... all day..all day n night..all day.. i made eh video...randomly.. out of dire stress..u might wana check it out..or maybe not.. u noe its really up to you... no no im not saying u have a choice.. but i think u have to really check it out...but if u dun want..im not forcing u.. besides its you watching.. so... bye bye!