I should be burying myself into the books n papers but i guess i need some breathing air for now. Arghh its pointless to sit on the table squeezing all the points into my pea brain. I mean I'M SCREWING MID YEAR! omg. I noe im in deep deep shit. n its very annoying to know my hard work didnt get me wad i want. Its the worst exams ive sit for. I have no mood for this. No control over it. I guess sec 2 isnt gonna b like sec 3 anymore. I CAN ALMOST FIND A MILLION DIFFERENCES TO IT. hrm i rather do the difference btw sec 2 n 3 than to find stupid differences in the bloodie sources in hist ,who knows n i might even score high for it. whatever it is, im halfway thru this torture. i cnt give up. it seems lyk eternity but somehow, my sufferings will end this THURSDAY. ask me how important 2 days is to me. ill tell you a good ans.

my cousins bf just passed away this morning. though we dont foster close relation but i somehow think it has affected my mood. i feel sad. my cousin is strong enuff to pull thru because she trusted him into gods hand. lord, bless my cousin to give her the spiritual courage to go on. i noe she will. im very sure of that because this is wad winnie replied in her msg says, "i will stay strong in the lord. god is my greatest love n comforter.ill rest in him. cos chris is with god. Take care."