hahas. my monitor crashed just a few days ago. whats wrong with this damm computer im looking at man?! first was the modem, den the cpu, den the MONITOR. nxt? probably the keyboard den the mouse, then the speaker and after everythng, the com will die dead. hahas . guess my dad will see the com man more than he says a doc for his own. hrms sths distracting me. i dunnoe. im lyk flunking my sub one by one. wads wrong again? today was terrible. it wasnt me at all. i just had to mask up. i really dun wana show it. its kinda hard but i did it. arghh.y do i even haf to do it?! i dun have my freedom to show me. wads the pt of being me? useless.deep down, in my treasure box, i kept lotsa secrets. i wonder who would i bring with to share them. after all tt has happen, it seems lyk my closest fwen turned into fwens. fwens remain fwens. today made me realise i dun only have fwens. i have myself. it feels much better relying on me rather than fwens. nth much to say too. whatever. i cant wait for KL trip!!! i love band!!