ever wonder y r we more fortunate than others? i did. i reckon we're too fortunate that we take lil thngs for granted. i feel so remorseful after reading n watching da news. poor beings. i was reali on e verge of tears can. abt e waves in indonesia. i reali feel sorry for e families, loved ones of those who perished in that disaster. their bodies were frozen dead lors. jesus christ. n their bodies were bloated. after holding on to those objects to fight against e waves, thier fingers were crunching lyk those of dinosaurs feet. all lyk same pattern. den their body was describe to as HOLLOW.heart piercing. not to mention those toddlers n indolescence. shit lar. wad if i was dere. wad if it happened to singapore. see, singapores always so heng. lyk wad bali bomb, this n that. it was close but not dere. we reali gotta thank god. hrms. i guess ive neglected god very much. n even thou we all go church. obviously i cnt say im devoted to god.cos ive haven reach e stage which i can reali die for god. it takes lotsa tym n courage too. hahas. but i reli hope to pray hard for those in e tidal wave crisis. thats my prayer request. evry nite at 11pm, COG will be praying together. we'll all be joinin in. i shld reali wake up. n ill try my best to go church punctually. i also pray for that too. thank god for blessing us each day. amen.