boo! ytd morning was nightmare. i shldnt have gone into my parents rm to slp. i didnt thot if it.my brain was jus a pea.SHIT! my parent r totally raging with fiery flames at me. sad at e same tym. well i hurt them. sorry cant express me well. i feel tt sorry isnt powerful enuff to use it here. after my parents gone to work, i cried, sob, NO appetite?!, my FACE was ghostly lyk a sheet of white paper made frm e damm brown tree, i was trembling , cold. shit. it only ended at ard late afternoon. its was damm miserable harsh for me to take. my parent found e truth. e secret. pheww. i had a jolly hard tym explaining everythng to my mom. it was hard! told her i will b gg to an interview. she seems unwilling to allow. but i thank her anyhows. yars . when to e library first. borrowed TWO bks in 1/2 hrs . i rushed for e mrt. yars. went to bugis to meet stan n yy. bought the gang case frm e wallet shop. its so cool! yars. den he rained heavily jus s we nid to cross e main road. hahas. we ran. but me....it was diff. i started running...my leg couldnt connect with e slippers... a car was abt 20m away..i would wan to survive..i abandoned my slippers n ran. hahas. its was right in the middle of e road. im afraid tt car ran over it. i ran back in e rain n got it back. awwww. we reached dere n tt bloodie sucker close e shop! yars den contacted the other pasir ris guy. he seems sincere lars. but when we reach dere , we told us abt job experience tis n tt lors.tok abt himself too. aiyas. den stan n yy was caught up with this indian guy n offered jobs for them i guess. dirty jobs? hahas.anyways we went back. i went to joelyns hse to play.we took pics n everythng.sing idols n stuffs. i miss chrissypoo guy! hrmmms..