cruise of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaaaaa........ for now, it's onto http://stretchopumpkings-.blogspot.com/ , the moch to tell you n ur eyes abt our cruise trip with big ego clan!!!! visit her land. lol. ill have my version soon... the wach .....stay with me...haha

pump the new year!!! 2007 looks really weird...feels like im living in the future. maybe its time the time do sth to make us feel used to it...hahaha


millenia institute hmmmmmmmmmmmmm........nice



the cruise with band clan, stan mathew n kenneth tmr!!! yay....were gonna make more great memories!! its gonna be the first time im gonna travel out spore alone with my friends....no teachers, no parents, .......just the friends..........wuuuuu oooooooo

i dun wana forget abt being happy anymore..i want back me... LETS GET BACK HAPPY WACH///
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my motto, to be happy... and just simply happy. see even the word happy looks happy..my legs are shaking..they're happy too!

okay im giving everything up for this ; im giving everything up for happiness. :D

the name's wach. wach o wach. yay..im back. I AM BACK, yay yay huh? dun ask me why im back suddenly, im just BACK. so back is it, back i am. lets get fcuked up n dieee....lalalalalaaaaaa...

so everyone has blogged n updated a lil during the Oie period except me, ( looking at my previous entry dated saturday 23 sept, 2006. twee months..) haha Os was a big o big experience for me...i had a really really tough time , really tough .. it brought out the fella in me..wad i really am...n it turns out.. im a chicken. haha ya im not joking man.. im really lousy la..my friends n family who were there for me should noe.. right? haha.i went for a studying boot camp at houg cc study club..that three weeks.. hell on earth baby.. underwent lotsa stress...esp for ss n hist cause thats the two sub that is alll abt spotting right..studying smart. n esp when i screw up hist for prelim, i had an even greater fear of spotting it wrong again..we all spotted it right.. but sadly the question was setted by a FCUKER..so ya, it seems like i cant do well for hist..but then again, it seems like ill not live up to my expectation of doing well for the whole Os..but wads done is done n u noe i just hope for the best. i may have regretted not studying it earlier..but i will not regret how the Os became a test for me..n made me realise how weak i was mentally..oh ya ya i wana thank my greatest big fat momma, my cousin fang, a few buddies esp my twee buay..haha ..u people ah..omg good stuffs.. hahaha..n ya one more person..THE ACCENT GUY FROM HOUGANG CC STUDY CLUB studying in SRJC.. u might not noe this but whenever u r on the phone n u do ur talks.. u make me laugh.. all the quotes ive learnt from u.. lol.. ur yi si yi si n ur clowning..alamak very disturbing but i think i needed those..haha..i think ure failing ur exams now..(sorry for eavesdropping lol) but i wish u all the best, CC srjc boy!..haha..

my days after the Os....ya relieving...but not as happy.. i thot i will feel extremely happy but no.. because of my weak mind..i still have thoughts of not doing well in everythng.. esp when we exchanged our ans.. it really weakened me..made alot of careless mistake...haix..k wads done, DONE. ya, we went escape after the last paper...okay i screamed my organs out...like all the pent up stress..i just let go..haha..ok la ..i admit.. i was scared. n bodoh rap kept screaming my name when we were on the rides..after that, rap said sth like " eh hear my voice, quite soary right? *cough cough clear throat clear throat" haha bodoh he actually screamed for fun...but ya it was all abt fun...omg that heart fluttering from the rides....i really dunnoe wad so shiok abt it ...but hahaha it was airralicious in the air..haha im adding some new words to the dict ..see if they get approved...
then it started to pour.....again n again....n we ran into the rain...n oooh...was tripped by a small boy.. slided into a puddle of water(my pose was a kneel down)....feeels like the wet n wild...haha painful duh..but even falling in the rain was fun ..yea




i look like s-h-i-t in here..not okay..lol...but i feel that it was nice overall..so yeah..we took at the rainbow ride while queuing..n rap looks funny with all the girla...we all know he wans to pose like us..hahaha


we went steamboat at marina after those rides...i was really high after those rides..kinda clowned alot..i just realised i get high when im burnt..like hot..omg...i geet high when im hot..eh eh serious..haha! i can imagine how im like when im drunk...think its worst..then went bowling with liang ming lynn deb rap..while the rest baleh kampong...haha damm sleepy.. wennt back at ard 12 plus...its a record broken i think..haha..but momma was forced to forgive..the Os are gone!! then it was band camp....haha that night was the boringest ever..nth to do ..we went back as senior..not as members..so kinda not used to it.. the more seniors came back n told us abt the hellish yet funny poly life..haha okay...guess our new life is beginning soon...hey sorry val li ying n guys...i didnt went for the band concert...n i think the farewell party right? aiyah..really sorry...i went to church with my momma...she said i really need to go since i was weak mentally...haha..my momma believes her churchs miracle healing is very effective...that pastor rony tan n those testimonials...quite inspriring actually.. n she loves gg up the stage to testify..lol..i slept man...seriously i slept...but my mom didnt wake me cause she knew i was tired because i didnt slept well in school the night before.. monday i went out with my cousin...fang.. walked aimlessly in orchard..poured..again..haha..went all the way to bukit batok to watch casino royale..-_- that was not wad i wanted watch but no choice...haha..kk its irritating..the woman behind is super irritating..she laughs at everythng....not funny also laugh.. n she laughs when the character in it laughs..omg..as if she understands their joke..cmon la different worlds!!! okay la some parts are funny but sometimes its the western kinda joke that asians just cant laugh abt it...this is reality man...get it? dun act as if u are in the show pls...not as if ur laughter sounds good..its disgusting la cmon..n ur husband..omg so hawkery...sit like a hawker.. omg omg...k fine.. oh ya MI is in bb...its damm sleepy far...wonder how im gonna get there in the morning... okay ytd i went out with band clan..sean joined in later....watched step up...hahaha this time theres this guy ....same kind as that woman above...laugh for no reason..n his is damm loud..n kinda clowny..haha..think his voice is meant to be loud..poor thng..haha cant talk privately..really his laughter made the whole cinema laugh with him..esp its lido 5..the smaller n crammier cinema..hahaha.. step up was ya....like everyone will say... cool. i say step up was hot..the way they dance remind me of so u think u can dance..haha.. hot la..their moves...HOT.



kk... i want to write a testimonial here for my klass fellas here... the people im closer to....in case u noe they ask for a testi...ill just copy n paste!! haha u made a cheapskate friend, live with it ...lol.. hmm...who should i start first??? maybe illl use pictures, msn lists, to help me... i think ill start with....k my klass..4 diligence. im looking at a picture..so no preference who's first or next ya...dun get jealous..lol.


debbie: haha...ive known debbie since pri skool..think i was closer to her in pri skool..still remember the days i would go to her hse n stalk on matthew yong..matthew yong!! lol. her house is my second home...that was the past la..in sec skool..kinda drifted..got bf la..haha..

evangeline ong see lay: my san ba...haha shes cute la..n her stuttering is cuter..lol..oh ya i went out with her alone once...oh ya n we always wanted to sun tan but the sun just wouldnt come..those desperately wana tan days..evan is fun loving n talks as loud s me...actually think shes slightly louder..lol..when we get high..wa sehh..damm noisy..shes cool..ya...

chuan lian: she huh...known her since p1 n the longest..ya we were much closer in pri skool..with beatrice..ya..catching ..stuffs..shes fierce la ..the look ...haha when i was in pri school..i was scared..but in sec skool...no more..lol..feels happier cause we're all growing up..she quite lame too...n has become spiritually stronger after attending fcbc..ya? haha ya shes tall la... hmm.. kinda drift from pri skool..haha

jiamin: my neighbour!!! lol serious she lives next next door....actually i known her since kindergarden..lol..but never been in the same klass till sec 3..she n my sister...haha loggerheads..im the one caught in the middle..its always like..when im with my sis i wun talk to her..when my sis graduated frm pri .. i started to talk..den later go sec skool sec1 drift again..haha cause my sister in skool..haha..lame ah..shes tall.. slim..likes choo choo train..haha weirdo like ba san...lol

clarissa: haha she ..urm i used to think she snatch debbie away frm us in sec 2..so i was kinda angry with her...n because micheah doesnt like her too be cause of some matter...ya...really bad start..den same klass...talked gossip..n ya..take photos in klass..non stop....haha shes very girly l....collects alot of girly accessories...i still remember when our rubber bands snap..we find aunty clar!! haha..she has alot..diff colours..diff types..lol ..disputes recently..but settled..on graduation day..thats y she was in this photo.. very touching......

weiling: haha ya quite close to her... done alot of stuffs with her..haha we gossip n krap...sing along...played...haha ya bimbo..shes bimbo club member..s club member..haha..weiling is super math n sci...whines n complains..hahaha...irritaing...but shes photogenic..pretty la pretty..hahaha..she changed alot frm sec 2..ya..growing up..

kwai hoong: i known her thru theng boon twee buay...haha she can eat ...haha...but shes skinny la..all my food kaki all so skinny..see no 1 food kaki brinston is skinny too..haha theey always tease her...the incident when we went to sakae to binge..den she say i only wana burp..n she vomitted...lol..everyone would tease her...like eh i wana burp only...den blalallalaaaa....vomit..hahaha..funny..

lynn cheng: haha lynn!!!fun to be with....i used to see her as the edwin lynn...cause she was with my crush..lol..but now i see her as my clappy clap clap lynnie... i dunnoe why when i see lynn twee buay or rap, i can krap more...lol .. i feel comfortable krapping with em...they will just listen n luff...lol..esp at sakae..hahaha..lynn helped me get paul twohills placard....haha think when i see her next time.. it wouldnt be some hi bye friend..haha..shes great....sporty....n has a firm butt...very firm..oh ya....shes my balloon partner...lol...ill always see balloon when im with her...she always say its fate...n that bend 90 degree down to wave at him...lol..thats my clown act she n moch will always luff at..hahaha ...n her maids...omg....so troublesome...always so defiant...aiyah su sa...su sa...haha haven had a nice picture taken with her..haha..should get it n put on friendster...

charlotte twee buay theng boon: haha shes one of my closest friend in sec 3 n 4...that kinda friends i can relate to...very clown also...they call her the oddball.. like making funny acts..funny idiot also ...haha..always say she has prob with eng....i think its okay la...we had alot of memories...haven had a nice pic with her...should get one n put on friendster..haha twee buay n me had our creation of underwater world in sec 3...wheeeeeeeee...shes very comfortable to be with...i love hitting her....n like just hugging her n stuffs...she hates it but i love it...lol..always irritate n make her give in..haha shes the best buddy man...not sure if i can find someone s nice s her in future after hearing abt the life after Os...twee buay......lovely idiot with braces...haha..cute.


mocha mich: my clone partner...we always wonder how we know each other...haha ...we know each other inside out....think we're too close till we quarrel like shit...n we dun like giving in...haha..shes my reflector partner..always reflect on life with her unknowingly...shes very small man...small!!!! i always scold her for being small...lol..same s twee buay... im not sure if i can find a friend like her in the future...having such friends though quarrelsome but super fun...shes damm cute too....lol...oh ya i must get a photo with her too....haha i seem to not have photos with closer friends...alamak!! moch...haha think ive wrote a testi on her last year..haha..

raphael caleb ong: one of the closer guy friends i have ...this guy i call girl in disguise....rap is a girl la!!! haha no la hes true blue boy but he thinks like a girl..hangs out with us..n is part of us...hes the only guy..lol..hanging out too much with girls will make him a girl ...really...hes also a emo boy..lol..cry easily..but he looks boyish...very...tanned...everythng...rap is very fun la...hes like a boy n also a girl...the way rap laughs..omg damm vigourously..lol...hes very social friendly..laughs easily...n is funny..lol..great friend....n loves debbie alot...lol..but yet still gets close to girla....hahaha..

there u go.... f.r.i.e.n.d.s













ive always made new friends this year..hahaha... like rashal, roo,(tofu rangers) and mindchamps gang(jc branson n guys) n also from the empower u .. n also leonardy!,liang ming(really caring), balloon( LOL), don low, hong chow, hahaha though i dun really noe em because there isnt much chance, but im glad to noe em.. haha ....yay... n even more names next year !!!!

lol i sound kinda kiddy..haha whatever....ill do band clan n sec 2 clan another time...haha..think ive done em before...ya i have..lol...just haven did my klass...k...till next time...later!

alamak i feel like deleting my previous entry like its turning me off.. omgoose im a fatso loser!!! was that me???? that was me?? huh m i really one of those girls who will jump off cliffs for paul twohill? no la not that serious, maybe queuing for 180 mins to get hugs n pauls scribble n doddle? tell me i m not pls..ah la i cant help myself even..u did rachel, u did u bang right crazy!!! ;A haha think crazy*for*paul*twohill days are gone..but then again think the picture i took with paul would still stay as my hp wallpaper.. ( well im betting with someone that ill keep it as my wallpaper till nxt yr cause some people just firmly believe idol fever will never last( ya its three quarts true actually..lets look at taufik batisah.. only time we see him on tv is with his big gulp.)) but u see pauls diff.i like guys with his kinda dressing style n i like it crazy...i like crazy pee-o, talk whatever
is up in their brain holes even if its offensive or it just simply makes no sense..haha n i feel that paul twohills that. haha i still remember he just blurted out" stupid newspaper!" right into the face of the camera n woooohh thats so random n easy... speak your mind man!!




my prelims just ended.. n i did alot of calculations this week. its quite sad to say i didnt make it for first three months.. i was bloodishly there..if only i studied the right chpt for hist did some e maths solution n read the sci practical books, i could have just made it. but its okay, im not gonna say much..ill just have to pray the words O level examination 2006 on the exam paper ill be taking soon dun freak me out too much like wad the hist prelim paper did to me. i seriously hate the feeling.. the feeling of having my pen's tip on the paper encircled by a ring of ink of itself.(huh?, lol) i dunnoe, im trying to add effect..u get wad i mean? its like u dunnoe wad to write lah. u allow ur pen to happily make many stops of ink. aiyah its so horrible. u know so much but its all irrevelant. u wana just vomit out all u know but sth stops u, n that is the question. its like u read it n u think wad u write makes no sense? aahh thats a stupid exam feeling. i dunnoe wad im talking. anw in simple words, my mind was a blank. so bed blank. u feel helpless n sad. just an advice from my lesson learnt: dun spot questions, STUDY EVERYTHING. trust me, u dun wana get that stupid exam feeling..



i really wana be the first lady.. suddenly i think its not a joke. i want n dead serious want to be called first lady. i guess i shouldnt tell others abt it, because that way it wouldnt come true. i wana feel the honour n highness of being called first lady. but still, it feels like a joke. sounds like a joke. n ooh i think ill look like a joke. nooo dun want!!!!! i wana be the first lady!!! i want i want i want I WANT!!!!!!!prattle prattle prattling lah rachel ahahahahha

i think i look cute when i dream....hahaha...shes gonna be your countrys first lady.(haha, sorry if u think ure cuter, haha ure cuter then.)






music is so amazing. ill sing one day ..ya sing one day... or maybe all day... all day..all day n night..all day.. i made eh video...randomly.. out of dire stress..u might wana check it out..or maybe not.. u noe its really up to you... no no im not saying u have a choice.. but i think u have to really check it out...but if u dun want..im not forcing u.. besides its you watching.. so... bye bye!

eu was fun!!! jon, rashal n dayah , whom i met at the seminar was there too! haha mich ng was there too suprisingly. but we all got separated on the second day. my teams dogs, was kinda okay. met some crazy shit, like my p1 koala ruyu, who loves sticking onto people..n a small girl, forgot her name.. but shes nice. den the sports skool guy, indian guy, harvey ,randy, n the sss guy who recognised me lyk omg, someone actually notice me go houg mall n everythng. lol. do i go tt often?? haha. i tink three days wasnt really enuff to get to interact with my team better. see we didnt even got the tym to exchange names. wth. lol. this guy tt girl..i esp lyk the dancing..after every break.. i mean lyk whooooo!!! chill baybeh!! haha, den i cried during the reflection time. n i mean i cried lyk huang he river. cant stop flowing... it was very impactful..really.. got my emotions coming out..n i experienced the karate smashing of board as a sign of my breakthrough... it was great n real refreshing. gotta work on my fears.. pushing myself outta my comfort zone in order to grow n SUCCEED! yeah..i really hope the upcoming program would benefit me... yap..


" the june chinese Os just rolled away frm my life, like this --> 0 0 0 0....ole! now it calls for some enjoyment.....at least for a day. micheah dawn sixuan michtan brins mel n me had limbo rock n malay dance with the two planks brins stole from the small compartment on the second floor. lol. omg it made us sweat it out, n really had a good belly laugh!!!damm fun!!! we just couldnt get the tempo right n my shoes just keep getting caught in btw the planks.lyk wa lao... funny can!! den i fell. lol. very fun!! but the security guard just had to b the wet blanket. arghhh.. so after tt me dawn n brins had a wholly of time deciding whether to go to expo or not to go. waa freaking stupid we took so long to decide. in the end, brins just said he'll get blingbling frm his mom n we'll take a taxi there la...awww.. food kaki is so nice.. thnks to food kaki, me n dawn could begin our food expo night. hmmm we got there n it was sooo crowded.i took the first step n grabbed some samples. haha. but in the end they were all some stingy tiny food sample. haha but it was fun, food expo was kinda crowded and the smoke n everythng kinda dried my eyes real lots. in fact, it hasnt left enuff tears for me to blink properly. aahh haha. kk we tried abt close to 10 samples, some were good, lyk the jap fish, topping off the day, n some were not so good, lyk the bitter white coffee. brins didnt wanted to try the samples we fought hard to get em initially, but after overcoming the shyness, we started to roam ard n tried as much samples s we could get. they even had milo samples. carslberg selling for 4 bucks a cup. hahaha. brins said it would b impossible to try it in our skool u cos we'd just b seen s STUDENTS( underaged) no matter wad. den we saw snoopy flirting with kids n adults. so we bought some food cos we noe we cant rely on those stingy small food samples to fill our belly. we gathered our food, sat at the food court, n started munching on em under the stars. hahaha. ya thnks to dawn n her idea of dilution we got to enjoy the apple juice with vinegar even better. haha. we took some photos, refer to brins blog.. candid included. den i had this sudden crave for ice cream. we went to seven eleven n found out tt there was no fridge box= NO ICE CREAM.. haha. so we settled on milk. ummm.. we took the train back.. den i became tired.... while brins n dawn chatted..... so i decided to rest my eyes n soul..... while brins n dawn just chatted... den after tt they told me they were observing a couple, which was the same couple id been observing too..the one sitting nxt me. see how distracting they were, even how tired i was i could still observe the guy kiss the cheapskate toy bear bear on her lap den kissed the girls forehead. waa some gross couple.. act intimate, romantic, cute....waa piang...get outta the train man!! hahah but luckily we got out of the train first. haha.



i pick the twohill!! paul twohill is so sexy baybeh!!! twohill= SEXY!!!! w h o needs a hill when u've got TWO!! lol. waa i love jon leongs voice, lyk so sexy man... esp the quando quando song,, wooahh tts lyk melting my fats away k!! well i didnt noe ah seng could sing until i heard his quando quando..haha. omg his an NUS guy. lyk okay...can sing, can study. no more tt ah seng. but still i tink he looks lyk ah seng..if i didnt noe or hear him speak. anw, i hope they will make it to top finals. esp twohill!! hes got attitude lah!!


todays my last performance for band. lyk was mel said, last show. haix. i end off as a barbie girl dancer, tts cool. hahaha. i hope the parade n esp the concert goes well. pray ...all the best band clan!! we can do it baybeh!!